Whats a boring day! Now i realize how bad am i.. Usually people ask me hang out i would not turn up most of the time! and now, i ask people hang out, no one FREE!!

I regret that i never follow gan's gang to KUANTAN!
Reason being:
1) NO money
2) Thought i was not that boring today
3) Have not ask my dad, but i already perceive that my dad wouldn't let me go
4) Surely my bf will scold me

SIgh...I am so regret that i never follow..and i always being the one who abscent in the gang..

First, no need to spend alot; second, i was really boring today; third, i haven't ask my dad, how i know he wouldn't let me go; Last, maybe there are exception for this time.

Regret la! How good is it, if with them right now! Imagine myself is in the car right now, all of us ( girl frens) chatting, gossiping in the car.

MISSED!!!

For pey's gang..Most of them working, i don't think they are free to hang out...

I didn't ask my college mates.. I guess some of them are busy working today also?
Maybe..

And my boyfren! FINE, i guess he is not free..As he say he will use all of his time to sleep today and then working..Therefore, i better don't find him, if not, scolding by him again.

Who should i find then?tell me..sigh..

About my internship, everything were ok.
Started to catch up things, job brief, WIP...
Second or third day of work, i get to follow my mentor to see clients..

And someday, she ask me to brief the creative people..
Now, the second week, everything were ok, still learning.. they use a lot short form which i don't really understand..
like CTR= Client to revert..and AOT..still don't know what is it..will asking my mentor in the other day..

I find that some client talk really fast, if don't really understand the product and job have done before within the agency, means you're done.

Trying to catching up things, but sometimes i don't able cope up. Too fast[ i am kind of slow person.]
While my mentor ask me to do the job brief as she taught me, i am kind of slow, to make sure everything were ok that done by me..that's why i am slow..
She didn't blame on me while i made mistake on the job brief, teach me how to do it correctly..

It was glad.. but try my best to avoid in making mistake, try to ask and make sure in everything.
Kind of reflecting i am stupid, but ask better than make mistake.

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My mum's birthday today, and did not get to celebrate with her [ i celebrated with her last few days, but she spent=)!]
We went Vitoria Station for dinner that day.
here are some pics taken on that day.











Today we went for DIM SUM to celebrate with her again, but she spend also.=)

And we went to my uncle's open house. I don't feel happy there..
I don't feel happy while meeting up with all the relative and cousins.

Peoples are reality, sigh..
If i were the richest in the world, how good is it..

Our family...Yea, right..all the relative are rich, some consider super rich...
Although we are not consider super rich, but still, we got everything we need in life.

Why people only like to greet those who are really rich.. Why i am not like my cousins..
WHy people used to compare a lot..I really hate meeting up with my relatives..
They like to compare, yea, my result was not good.. They got the best..So how...

They knew everything, learned everything since young..
Sigh, i hate it.. Especially occasions like Someone birthday, open house, new year...
OMG..have to greet them, and they would ask " How are you..bla bla bla."

ANd comparing?? aiks..i don't wnt to listen..seriously..
Sometimes, i feel embarrassing especially while people asking bout my sister and brother..
They even worse than me..COmpare to other cousins, we are worse..
WHy? because my father was the youngest in the family..I don't know..just feel that it was not what we should deceive.

Even my mother and grand also like to compare??
Nevermind, I don't care, i feel i am ok compare to those who worse than me, although i am not good as people who are smarter.

People have their strength and weaknesses. I believe god are fair.
I hate showing off. I don't know it was a strength or weakness...

Now, i must put in more effort in order to be success. First is to change my attitude.
I should catch all the opportunities but not just standing aside and wait.
Not always have to chance...

Sigh, just chatting and gossiping with my sister about our family.And she fell asleep.

Anyway, took some pics while playing with my little sis.=)





tata~

It was not as worst as i thought of. Everything was fine, shouldn't claim much about that.
It could be training myself as well, transport problems shouldn't be an excuse. Its just 3 months, hope time going faster in this 3 months, and i planning travel to outstation after all things end.

Just done with sending an important e-mail. My sister having her PMR exam tomorrow, and she is kind of last minutes, keep memorizing things right now. *Wish her luck*

Yea, back to the topic, it was actually fine, i hope i could learn more and i hope i would love it too.
Actually, i got the chance in changing place to where much more nearer to my house, but i've give up the chance. I choose what i think was right, and hope it was right too. Again, i am a person who really indecisive, no matter how, i am suck in making decision and took a long time in it.

Exclusively for this time, about this matter, i have did a quick decision at the 1rst point, and i regreted and now i don't feel regret. BUt, in the next few months, i am not so sure would i still claim that i regret or not. As i am really a person can change my mind in anytime and i easily influenced by others.

Hope what i've done and whatever decision i've made wouldn't make me feel regret anymore, and hope it was right.*

Its time to sigh again. "think before promise and make decision is really important in life."
As normally i took a really long time to make decision, even choosing the colour of clothes, and what to wear to college. It were small matters.

I've made a wrong decision for myself right now..Regreted and hate it.
Trying to persuade myself to believe that it was right, and it is ok to deal with it.

But reality, it is another way round. IT IS NOT OK!!!
And i was travelled there today, it doesn't make me to have the motivation and intiative to work with. It is worse than what i thought of.
IMportantly, i feel so upset.
I shouldn't..

However, It is not ok to break the promise. I feel bad..
I am not going to break promise right? AM I??

I hate myself for making this wrong decision..
I hate myself lying to myself..make myself believe that i was right...

Always, stupid decision made.
Really stupid...
Really hope time can turn back to 2 weeks ago where all examination had just finished and hold the opportunities to make the decision again.

It was too late to say so. But i hate it.
=(

Went A-Famosa with my family, since my youngest sista have not been there before and it was holiday. Have a long long time never travel out-station with my family.
Had planned a lot before, finally,it was the day.

Had fun.. And Spent alot energy.. So tired


Its monkey..We went the to monkey island in A-Famosa..
Various type of monkeys...


this hat cost 30 , which i think totally not worth ..
Anyway, it was cute.


Look 98% alike...


Its me!!=)





Sista melissa and me


*peace


Hey brother, who ask u to sit on mummy's leg..haha


Searching for the love one...


I love rabbit, especially in white


Brave man!! 3 years old child








Yeah, *i love it* SO cuteee..=)







You again~


Sista Mel again





She love to act cute..

BUt not cute as the pic below..




It was really soo cute with the fringe...=)


Monkey


ostrich's egg..


OO..its really cute...

and next is about the cow-boy show..Quite lame actually, but considered nice la.=)


it was the almost the end scene..
A people jump over from the tank there..


Burning??









We watched multi-animals show and the elephant show as well.
and the elephant SHIT while it was performing..*smelly*




After that, we went to Melaka.
bandar~ had our dinner there...Was quite jam while we on the way..

we pass through...









OOPPss..forgot to take picture of the foods..
Just remember after finished all the foods..
kaka~



But nothing special about the food, almost same as KL..
We ordered Nyonya laksa, Bah Kuh Teh, Herbal Chicken, Chao Kuet-teow, Hou-Jian, Popiah...

The Popiah quite special and the Hou-jian was nice..others was just fine and nothing special..

YeaP, it was fun, although went there to see all the animals..

Learn alot, Seen those animals which not often see in daily life..
Especially the real lion-KING, as we seen in the cartoon movie.
And the tiger- It was so BIG and so nearby when we travel around into the place where all the wild animals stay..=)

Sigh, u alwiz been so busy, even holiday? just a chat... not even free...
U are busying with ur kancil award.. Sigh, i feel our distance getting further and further..
Even small thing, we quarrelled.. Even for the stupid incident that happened today..

I knew that i have a really bad driving skill..can't u just understand me..
Although u came for dinner with me..Sometimes, you are just talking to me in a louder tone..

In a way, can't you just talk to me softly.. and sometimes, i scolded you...
For the reason of bad temper? Or i felt that you are just like to talk to me in a higher or louder tone..So its the reason of i scolded you?

Why am i thinking about it.
What i need actually?
Don't even want to think about it again.. but just couldn't..
i felt i am the only one been treated in this way..You don't treat your gf like that in the past right..

Words in a sentence that's enough..
"who care more?"..
"From today onwards...i don't..."

Sigh..i made mistake again...what i have done this time?
look..A stupid driver who do not know how to parking crash her fren's bf car...
Lucky it was a person she know, IF NOT i guess she would be scolding kao kao by people...

Its really embarrassing...Shouldn't drive out if do not know how to drive...sigh...
What was happened have cut down the stupid driver confidence in driving..

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Seriously, feel guilty of what i have done..
Just a small crash, not even a crash...

Anyhow, its really embarrassing..i came down from the car and ask people to park the car for me..
DAMN it..
A really bad experience...should practice my driving skill more often, especially parking skill..
sigh..

Went to Jasper's house yesterday. Had fun with my classmates...
BBQ session, karaeoke session and chit-chatting...
FInally have time to relax...hahaha..
Everytime while i first open my eyes in the early morning, i would think of what date is today, and what need to be done within that day..
Everytime while i first open my eyes, i will first think of works, assignments that have to be done

And now, i have my holiday!! When i open my eyes, i will think of what should i do in my holiday, and now i do not have to do anything, any assignment!!
But still worry for my internship, since have not get any call or reply yet..
sigh..

Today went for a movie with family..
Little sis keep begging my mum to bring her for the "G-FOrce" movie..
it was quite ok, and i like it..SO funny and so cool..
hamster can be one of the agent of FBI...kaka..love it..





Went for dinner as well, just came back and took bath..and now blogging..
going to sleep soon, tomorrow have family trip to Melaka, A'famosa..have to wake up at 6 something i guess..really tired..

thats all for today..waiting for tomorrow coming..hoho...=)

LALALA~Finally finished all the exams. Still got 1 individual assignment to go...and internship thingy have to handle.
Internship, sigh..really annoyed me. I told the student manager of my college that i would like to apply for Draft Fcb agency. She sent out my CV to the company, but until now still haven't get any reply. And i worry about it, whether i can in or not, or how's the people work there.
I scare to facing it. Anyhow, I have to, no choice. Should i apply for another few agencies myself? if i couldn't get to that company i want. I guess vicky gonna send me to those small small agency, which far away from my house or what. sigh....
I don't want la..=(..Aiks.

(My nickname Miss Sigh) And the Acc manangement assignment, i have sent out 2 e-mails to the company to inquire more about Koka noodles, but i haven't get 1 reply yet. :S
Nevermind, i will deal it by myself~Thanks god, I just found out another website of the product! :D

Tata~nothing much to say about. Dunnoe what to eat for breakfast. Grandparent went to Taiwan. Aiks.

GTG~

WOW~ Been a long time never updating my blog. Currently busying with my exams, internship thingy, and also account management assignment. Everything seem no improve. Everything is not even halfly done. Sigh. Just done with my CV, checking again and again, worry that have mistake. Wasted time..

Friday would be my account management exam date. Sigh, i still not in the mood to study for this subject yet. Last minutes again...

Actually i don't really know and understand what have been taught, and what have learned.
I have mess up with the CCS subject due to have the same lecturer teaching both subject.
Lecturer said it was an inter- related thing, but now, i asking myself that i am taking a paper of AM subject or CCS subject. All the notes have mess-up, and some have lost.

Was planning to rearrange my note, but now, i am really lazy and don't have the mood.
Don't know where my note gone. IF i have start revising AM, i guess i would not be suffer for tomorrow, so that i have a good night sleep. But, now i really don't have the mood.

Sigh. What can i do? I really don't have the EXAM mood. And today's paper, IMC was quite bad.
I never did it well. Especially PArt A, i totally like simply do it..So upset and angry of myself..
Why can i do thing so simply..But seriously, i am lacking out of time! I started the question of Part B first, and wasted a lot time there. SIgh, really regret!!!
I should do Part A, the case study first. *Stupid*
Really so upset! SIgh..

After that paper have done, i have no mood furthering to other exams. Sigh...
I'm tired, why so many things have to do. ANd my little sista went into the hospital..
I have not visited her. Heard from my second sis that, she was really pity and painful.
She angry of herself that keep coughing, and scolding at herself " to stop coughing."

My second sis claim tat she feel like crying when seeing my little sister like that.
Hope that she will be fine and come out from the hospital soon.

I shouldn't give up and keep going on with all the shyt. Should think of the future of mine, a long way to go. Shouldn't giving up eventhough a little thing in life. But, i really cannot think of anything in mylife that can motivate me. Nothing...
What is the goal have to be achive in my life...

Frustration.

*SHIT*

This is just a random post...







I have no time to update my blog so frequent, and now just post back and recap what so happen in the past few months or past few weeks.
(because i'm free to post it up now, taking rest in house by doing nothing.)
Let me think what have not been posted up 1rst...

1rst, Wei Jun birthday, my neighbour's brother birthday.

Wai Jun invited his frens, we just go there and chit-chatting within our gang.
Like normal yum cha session. We played games, those lame game, as the photo below, this is the punishment we got, can see it?THe queen of the day was"GAN"..











2nd, was the ASQ.. Wai yee have extra ticket than i just go with them.















3rd, Cheong K session with my gang and Janice.











4th, Bukit Cahaya, a day trip with few of my classmates.
Had fun=)


this monkey have been known as Orang utan by me.
I really thought it was orang utan, its really look like orang utan..=(


Ya, See Kei's leg get hurt when cycling.sigh, kesian..Bleeding and quite serious!
Damn pain when i look at her leg..


Poser YOU!

Sand ans See Kei

The four seasons Garden~this is just a part of it









After this, we went For BAK KUT TEH where recommended by Chyrus.


5th, went for buffet with mummy, sister, grandma and uncle @ Yaki-Yaki where near by low-yat plaza.











6th, BBQ session with wai yee's gang.
those photo haven't been uploaded by them.
As we couldn't finish all the foods, so i ajak Chyrus come and eat with us.
End up and cleaned up at 3am.kaka



I just have those blur pic.

7th, Grandma birthday last saturday.
Still, some of the pic is with my cousin and uncle, so i just can upload the photo which with me right now.






























8th, the longest dinner i have.
Had my dinner at somewhere near by Asia Jaya.
Restaurant" Dai Thong Wong Yuen" on monday ( 24.08.09)
The longest dinner i waited.
the costume were nice, theme was " dsynasty" , reflected those king, queen,princess and also those slave.
Some customer have been serve by the king as well.
Couldn't take a lot photos, and i was quite boring over there, waiting,waiting and waiting.
Still, i got my IMC presentation on wednesday.Still got some stuff to do, really wasted so many tiems for waiting my food.





















tata~

Sick again. This time even worse, i got high fever. And i cried again.
That day was my IMC presentation. I feeling unwell, and vomited what i ate in the early morning. Yaak~really suffered.
My mum said that i'm really not strong and tough enough, its just sick, but cry for what?
I'm trying you know? seriously, i thought of another thing when she mentioned words like hospital, medicine and bla bla bla...
I cried because i don't want to be in hospital again.
I hate medicine.
I really hate it! when i think back the incident of past, i was suffering in the hospital and in danger. Really so sad and upset. I really scare the disease will come back to me again.
Sigh..I really don't want..

I scared of doctor.
I don't want to be in the hospital, i don't want to take those medicine which i totally feel like vomit after taking it.
Sigh...

That day i went to see doctor, and he say i got high fever and it might be h1n1.
Then think back the past, and cried again.
Its not that i want to cry, but really feel so bad..
Why me again?
Have been blaming by my sister that i'm the one who always made family trip tak jadi.
They have just plan to go Genting in this weekends, but i have made the trip tak jadi.
Sick what? not appropriate timing.
Last time i made the Port Dickson trip tak jadi, and now Genting.
I'm really sorry, but it is what i don't want it to happen.
Who love sick??no one right?sigh..stop blaming on me..

Hate it..=(

My heart is broken. Damn emo right now...in this few days, i knew things that i don't really want it to happen and it is really so hurt.
A lot to say...
One person can really affect my mood...
i knew everything on Monday. A lot things that i didn't expected you to tell me.
I really thought of let all things go and just give up.
You want me to accept this and overcome this with you.
Am i that bad? or you just think that i'm too kind?
Honestly, I'm not that kind... When i first heard this from you, i really so hurt, heart like just stab by a knife.
When we first started, you told me that everything was a past, and you already forget about her.
And now, different story, u telling me that ur heart still got her, and she stand 40% in ur heart right now, where i just stand 70 %.
Because of your dream, you dreamt about her, than the feeling come back, remind and recall ur past! and u realize you still love her. Then how bout me? I just got 70 % , compare to her i feel that i'm nothing to you because of shorter time we together.
Because You have longer relationship with her, so you love her more?
Or i'm just not good enough? I been asking myself so many times..
AM I THAT BAD?

MOnday, you told me everything, everything that i don't know about you and her.
And i feel that i am such an idiot.
My heart was really pain when i heard all the things from you.
If u decided not to tell me, would i feel better? i don't know...
i'm sad if i know about it, i'm mad if i don't know about it...
Sigh, i'm really confusing myself..But what i thought last few weeks, were true!
everything were true! As what i said that i been treated as a slave, mayb that time i have means nothing to you. I kept telling myself that i have think too much, but sometimes, things are true! Not that i want to think so much, but its really happened, and its true!
Its predictable...I'm just too concern about every single thing of you.
Monday we have promised to keep the relationship go and overcome the problem together, and our relationship getting better in this 2 days.

Today, i found another secret from you! Your phone! You still contacting with your ex, i'm really mad. It seem like u find her back 1rst in the message that she replied to you. The tone was like you find her back 1rst. I was so upset! Because monday u told me everything, and said she wouldn't find u back again. what is this?

And you explain to me in the other way round. U said she find you back 1rst. But you ignored her. U chosen me but not her.
I feel that i am third person in this relationship, as you said you and her never say break up before. I thought you already break up with her as you told me when we started our relationship.
I keep thinking...Should i give up? Let both of you together and i just quit.
I can feel you love her more...So i may just quit...
I don't know! T.T

I have pay so much attention on your personal message and facebook all the time.
Sometimes i will really think and analyse on what you have wrote.
Is it about ur ex or wat?
sigh...
Things like " when you look back i'm still there waiting for you?"
things like " at the moment my heart was stab by a trillion sword. I cried but i love you."
and also " I guess God is giving me the six sense, about the dream but what it is trying to said...It made my mood go gloomy..."
"Restless Week , But I had You. P.s. I Love You"

Is it all talking about your ex? i wondering...
and the timing was that time you contacting with ur ex. Why so coincidence.
I couldn't make myself to trust you, seriously...But i love you..
I' so confused.
Why must i sharing with other people, i'm selfish, but i really don't want.
I can't accept it. 40 percent are too much...
Too many things happened at once.
And i have know nothing from you until monday.
Maybe i'm just too much, i'm extra~
Sigh, really don't know what should i do. I couldn't trust you but i love you.

I really don't know...(T.T)
Hope that i don't know everything from started.
sigh..

Suddenly have a feeling that i want it so much.
I want alcohol so much. Sigh.
this week have 3 assignments to pass up. 2 groups and 1 individual!
Damn stress..
Coudn't join steph's gang last day. They went out for alcohol!
Its what i want. Have no choice cuz haven't finish my work that time.
CCS!! This stupid assignment! Sigh...
Sitting there for total 13 hours to do it. 6 hours on thursday night, and 7 hours saturday night.
Really crazy...
As when i do it, i'm thinking..
M i Crazy?? I should have fun!Went out yum cha and chilling..
Sigh..Becuz of assignments , made my life dump!
I have no fun in my life anymore! excepting assignments...It's the only enjoyable thing right now? I should love it, if not i would rather simply pass up and go out yum cha~
But right now, however, i need to fall in love with it although it have drive me crazy..

SIgh, everything were ok. Less quarrel with him recently-in this few days.
WE were busying with our assignments, and spent lesser time with each others.

Sacrificed alot becuz of ASsignment!!!=(
my time! my chiiling time! My bf! My frens! my bed! and sacrificed to have pimples and eye bag!
its time for me to take care my skin, worse right now~

Sigh..Have to think of the proposition for my cep assignment already!
Have no time, its due tuesday!!

Hope everthing alright! But i couldn't care much! it is really hard to think of it!
Just done and pass up! As long i have try my best!

sigh~tata~
Headaches, finish work then head to bed.

ZZZ...

Sigh..how should i facing you..Now i thinking more than just now, how?
what should i do? my tears are dropping...
I really feel that i am nothing to you, i just like a SLAVE???
Am i?I think too much again?But i never experience it before..
hw the way a bf treating a gf..
Or i just not use to it?what should i do. Am i too much?
I doing too much, i trying to rebuild our relationship, but i have done too much.
I'm the one who started to said find you tomorrow, but in the end, why am i feel that i being treated as a slave?
Becuz of u ask me come earlier and you said you wouldn't wait me if i late?
OMG~i think i driving to crazy already..what am i thinking right now?
What??I am crazy!what am i typing as my msn personal message...
Why?
I'm so frustrated. What should i do. I know i shouldn't, but i couldn't control it.
I'm driving crazy...
Keep thinking...what should i do??
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH...
i just want to talk to someone, but seriously, dunnoe who~
I'm helpless...
T.T...

What am i thinking right now. Women are really difficult to understand?
Am i thinking too much or its just true.
Always, i found myself have think too much in the end.
But, i really have that feeling.
Are you trying to treat me as how i have treat you in the past few weeks?as how i treated you when we were quarrel.
Or i have think too much?Nothing happened, but i just think in that way.
Am i crazy?Insane?

I feel it, suddenly have that feeling.
Am i started it 1rst? Or none of us have started it, as i really think too much.

A lot question marks are in my head right now. I've question myself too much.
I find myself reasons to believe that i have think too much.
"We're both just too busy with assignments, and don't have much time to talk to each others"

But the way u talk to me are just like what the way that i talk to you in the past few weeks.
When we were quarrel!

Before this already quarrelled for few times.
I really don't want it to happen anymore..
I feel it,really feel it..things have change, especially the way you treat me after we have quarrelled last 2 weeks ago.
Or i think too much.
I'm just too confusing myself.
I really need to talk to someone. When i tell you about our troubles, we quarrel again.
I really don't want to bring you any troubles and unhappiness.

Do i really care who sacrificed more in a relationship?
What do you think?i really don't know what you are thinking.
Everytime i am the one who find you 1rst and call you up 1rst.
I feel that i more concern about you compare to you~
and i feel that i love you more than you love me.

I feel there is a gap between us. Slowly, i found our conversation are being lesser.
When i want to talk to you more, we are just getting some unhappy ending- quarrel in the end.
Once, You treated it seriously when i were kidding to you; Once, i have treated it seriously when you were kidding to me.
In the end, quarrel again.

So, what's the solution? tell me..
I feel myself have nothing to talk to you.
I trying to started up the conversation, but don't know what to say.
what's going on?
I can't see that you are really care about me!I can't feel it!
Is it my problem? I think too much?
Why?I don't know.
Maybe i shouldn't expected too much from you.

I am just too confusing myself!
I want you to care about me! But what i have told u when we are quarrelling.
I told you to not care about me! cuz i have no freedom!Just went home late for 2 hours!
You were angry at me~
But when you don't care about me, i feel that u don't love me!
What am i thinking? are all girls behave the same way?
OR i am just WEIRD...
Sigh..
Maybe i am just weird. Can i take back my words.
I shouldn't said that, i rather u angry at me~

I really have no idea.And i don't know what i want actually.
Lost of direction, Lost...
Lost...

I'm lost of myself.
sigh..
Hope things will have a little changes in a positive way.
really hope for it...

My head is really pain today, feel like hit it to the wall.sigh.
Today is fine, no meeting, a day-FREE!
Just remember today is my brother's birthday and my fren's brother birthday(my neighbour)~
so coincidence~My fren invited me to her house for celebrating her brother birthday tonight.
Yes, i'm going, but i think have to back earlier, don't know my mum remember my bro's birthday and have buy cakes for him or not.
I haven't buy any present for my fren's brother, Yen ask me to buy present, Because others are working, i'm only the free one. But, i really don't feel like going out, i feel so sick, headaches + coughing + sort throat. I feel that i can't really breathe smoothly.
And no-one accompany me! If i go alone, sure will be back late because of the indecisive attitude i have.
So i still thinking wanna go out or not.(*.*)
I feel so lazy to go out. =(
Sigh. I have slept 11 hours over since yesterday but still feel sleepy and tired right now.

What to do. I have no idea.
ZZZZ...

Went to chyrus's fren wedding dinner.
Was quite bored over there, because i don't know anyone else there.
The 1rst wedding dinner i go with him~nothing else.
He was the "brother" of the groom, So most of the time he left me alone there with his sister and brother in law.
Nothing much to say about it.Just had fun~
When i reached home, i was asked by mother where i went.
I never tell her that i attend for a wedding dinner before that. But,she knew it!Guess was told by my sister~urghhh~

My mum doesn't know the relationship between me and chyrus~
I've told her that chyrus are just my fren~

She suspected, and keep asking me for so many times.

I never admit on that day, until the next day, she ask me again.
I didn't told her anything, i just smile, and admitted.
Sigh~no big deal right?to let her know bout it.
But, she told my dad~OMG~
one day, they will know it. But does it too early to know about it right now.
Unstable relationship.Not yet reach 3 months.
anyhow, i hope the relationship will stay longer. Becuz i really put in my heart.
Sigh~


Look like really delicious?


Its fit him!His pig head!





with his sister

The late post~
Baby crystal is 3 years old right now!
She doesn't look like 3 years old ~haha
Dad and mum decided to send her to kindergarten in this coming september~
She love to scold people alot~
I am one of the victim who scolded by her before. I don't know where she learn from, but she is totally no manners and rude.
I quarrelled wit her for so many times before. Just can't stand with her attitude sometimes.
she always like to say "NON of ur business,Pat po" while she scolding someone.
Sigh~hopefully she will not scolding the teachers when she going to kindergarten.
haha~its really funny if she scold the teachers like that.
She is so happy while my mum want to send her to kinder garden.
And keep saying "she want study, and go to school!"

Photos taken on 04.07.09, her birthday party.



chyrus and My high schoolmates (Yen sern, Pey, Fei Mao, Ah Leong)

Shin yee and Robin

Sorry Shin!haha~Accidently captured ur photo with ur "fish ball face"~
Dun blame me!haha




"Yea!My birthdae!Its my birthdae!! Happy!"


Crystal:" haha!I have so many frens!although some are cousin and neighbour!"



tata~